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4月5日 Life is not fairLife isnt fair sometimes. We always like to be the nice person, the kind of person who has a smile always, who just waves when someone they know approach, the totally Miss. nice..or atleast thats how i prefer to be. But it doesnt turn out that way always. I know some persons who after a slight misunderstanding, always give the cold look. It just feels horrible to have such persons around me. Its been highly impossible for me to get compromised with them. How can you explain what you have done to a person if they are not ready to hear your explanations? In my case, its like a friend turned foe thing. I just shudder to think how such a thing could have happened..and btw its my mistake..entirely. but the other person is not ready to accept my apology. A tension develops whenever we see each other and it is very awkward..whenever we see each other we give 'the devil may care ' look... i hate to behave in such a way..but once I tried to smile on seeing that person only to see him turning his head down as if he doesnt notice. Now that is very irritating. So thats how we started to exchange cold looks. I just hope this attitude fades away in time and everything returns to normal..well atleast close to normal. But if god just comes to me and asks for a wish.. I just want to go back in time and erase the mistake I have done that has jeopardized my friendship. But..I know...I can only dream about such a wish. Now back to reality.....life isnt fair sometimes.. 10月22日 HurrayThe style template has updated too.Thanks be to god.Now I can post my blogs without hassle. wow!!! 10月21日 It's god's grace indeedFinally, I have downloaded windows live writer.I am publishing my blog from that. Hope it works well.still the style template has not yet been updated.hope that works correctly too. 9月21日 InternetSo...finally I have got a high speed internet connection. Thanks to TATA INDICOM. I am still addicted to internet... more or less a sweet intoxication. Long live laptops. Long live internet. Long live blogging.... Long live windows live spaces. 9月6日 Poems?! Poems..poems..poems.. Thats what has been in my mind all this evening. I visited many poetry websites poetry sites.Idid submit and was about to comlete it,I was about to submit my poem when i noticed that in the location part there was no india in it. So i couldnt send that poem. I tried many poetry websites but none is good enough. so i finally decided not to visit any of those websites again.why bother when I can submit my poems in my own blog? No fuss..no hassles. yeah. So i have put on my thinking cap and start on a new poem...let my grey cells do the job.Seems like my next blog entry will be a poem. Lets see... 6月17日 Return To Blogging Finally..... the weekend has come. Its time I updated my blog. I am doing my internship now. Its a sad time though coz we are all finishing our course. I am here getting my slam book filled by my friends. Iam also penning down in my friends' slambook.
Tears are welling in my eyes as I think of the farewell to my fellow buddies.
Time has to pass. Under graduate education is coming to an end.
I hope I'll do PG in dentistry. Lets see.
I am now in hostel too, away from home. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Thats what they say. I miss my mom and my home very much.
Meanwhile I have been asking suggestions for a topic to write poem.
The latest one i got is " Failure." Thats quite a tough one. Anyway I'll try to write on that topic.
The rest in my next blog. 12月31日 Praise The Lord
I have just now started using Windows Live Write Beta ( previously i was clueless about this software..but thanx to one of my friends....I finally got it installed. Wish you all a Happy and Prosperous New Year 2007. PARTY HARD....... PARTY HARDER. May all your wishes come true and may god bless you. Cheers.... 12月15日 Holidays Ohoy!!! Finally.....the day I have been waiting for so long has come...After all these 6 months of hard work and toil, the day of my exam came.Well...Dec 12..at about 4:00 pm....felt a lot relieved.
started thinking about how I would spend the rest of the hols...I was so excited..didnt sleep well that night.And after a short dose of insomnia..i slept off...i think most probably at 3:00 or 4:00 am..
I got up early next morning and spent my time in front of 3 screens...(the tv, my pc and my mobile)..lol
Really felt on top of the world...felt like humming th song "We're going to Ibiza...back to the island.. we're gonna have a party..in the medierranean sea....eeiiyo eiiiyo...hurray hurray..."
(Sigh)If only it was real...never mind..the party will always be there..so y worry?
Atleast now...this is the christmas season..so i have one more reason to be happy about..mmm. really looking forward to that big day.I guess everyone does all over the world.
yeah..so in the meantime i'll go find some useful work to do..like say..checking out some spaces.
and yeah..i ll think of some intersting ways to spend my holidays too..
Viva les holidays!!!!!
Eiyyo...Eiyyoo..Hurray..Hurray... 9月11日 Rebel With A CauseToday , the day is simply not my kind of day. Nothing was grossly wrong today…………..or so I thought ……...until well in the evening when I reached home after college.
Well…..I’ll begin at the beginning. Throughout the day I have been thinking about blogging…….my space……….my blog entries. Even as I was sitting in my college ..though I was physically present there my mind was not there…..yeah thoughts were razing in my mind about how to make my personal windows live space better. I thought of real cool ideas….about adding new modules….new lists……new websites….new pictures…new blog entries……my imagination just ran wild today.
I just wondered how I became so creative suddenly. The day ended and I finally returned home.I switched on my pc and just as I was about to connect to the internet …..my mom came into the room and said…”Mary…You dare not connect to the internet now.You have become an addict to computers.Do you have any idea as to how many hours you spend on the net ? This is bad.At this rate you are bound to become a mouse potato. Mark my words.From today onwards limit your internet hours to two hours a week that too a day per week…understand? I hope You do dear.” What? Once per week…..but that is not fair. I tried to protest.”But….mom..please.Don’t do this.It’s unfair of you….please….” I went on and on like this for 10 minutes. It turned out to be a heated argument between me and my mom. I felt a lot irritated.All my dreams about writing a blog today would be shattered….God….what shall I do?
I just prayed to God that I should post my blog somehow.It sure sounds strange that I do have such prayer requests but that is what I did.
I cajoled my mom about it repeatedly…at last…finally…she got fed up and said “You are incorrigible.Do whatever you like.” Saying this she left the room. I was silent for a moment.Why doesn’t she ever understand? Blogging is surely a wonderful experience.Your thoughts and your mind are powerful things and seeing them typed in a cool website….and then reading them…really makes you feel special….makes you realize who you are…makes us understand our soul better.This is what makes me spend time blogging. So what my mom understands from this is that I am incorrigible….and that’s it. So Blogging has finally made me a REBEL WITH A CAUSE. lol.. Hope me and my mom come to terms regarding blogging. 8月27日 A New Beginning It has been a busy day. I like saturdays and I love saturday nights.Tonight we went out to eat and it is very cozy tonight.
It has been almost 15 days since I deleted my previous space. I dont know why I suddenly came to that drastic decision. I got bored with that space and the layout and I am not the kind of girl who easily adapts to changes.The changes I mean here is from MSN spaces to Windows Live spaces.
I simply did not like the new appearance of the space.In a sudden impulse I deleted my space. 15 days later here I am sitting in front of my pc,spending 3 hours in the midddle of the night creating my new space,typing a new blog entry,narrating my experience,speaking my thoughts out.
It is really strange how life turns out.Nobody knows for sure what would happen the next minute. Life is surely a roller coaster and it takes strange turns at times.It just takes an impulse to take decisions and act.
I had been blogging since the April 0f 2005.Imagine a year's blog entries being deleted just at a click just because I suddenly had the impulse to do it.
Anyway I have made a new beginning.Refreshing and reclaiming my life.Taking to blogging again....here I am. Welcome to my life.
Let us repaint life and add a dab of colour to our thoughts. |
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